| wow serious . . . & after all this time,
..after ALL that we`ve been through;
_you diss the shit out of me and you
disrespect me in front of EVERYONE.
you are so lucky nobody knew what
was going on... so fuckin` lucky yoo.
_ i guess in the end, i wasn`t worth
any of your time nor were my tears
enough for you. i`m glad i got to see
the real you; & wow, whatta asshole.
js `cos you apologized to me doesn`t
mean everything is back to normal... i
wish you could see how bad you broke
my heart into a million pieces & in ALL
honesty, i don`t think i can ever forgive.
this is def. not a forgive&forget situation
`cos what you did to me , hurt me more
than anything. 11162986 = dead & gone. |
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| __ the old me is dead & gone away...
im done trying. done being your sister.
...whatever if that even means anything
to your naive, cold, heartless, bitchy self.
...if you want me, yanno where to find me
hit the dance floor. bend ya back. & im out.
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| _heeeeeellooooo wknd [; so friday night was the housewarming party at R0Rs [raiza . onna . ren] very interesting. heads were gettin' heated or what not but none the less fun. especially playing hide-&-go seEk in the daRk hahaha FUN TiMES. the po-po`s drove by a couple times cos' ren kept screaMin' her head oFf ahaha. def. had a good tym tho & i def. miss my girls  so nice to catch up & shii cos' it's been a minute... then tonight, went to McDoOgaLs strip club. man oh maaaan this place was packed. strippers galore hehehe pretty interesting & def. an experience to remember. they grab your money out your hand with their boObs & if you have the money in your mouth, theyll bounce your face between their chest. hehehe nothing better tho than scopin' out hot guys riight adrienne L0L  there were a few but most of them were like young kids & of course the old disguting guys blechhh ahahaha but i def. enjoyed myself 
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| the fall 2008 semester is abt to start in less than a week & i havnt packed a thing yet! lol it's hard when school starts&you're moving to a new apartment ay` luckily this will benefit me cos` me&having a roommate do not clash well. not at all. i dnt knoe what it is but i think i'll be better off not having one but then again, the notion of being lonely&all that comes with that will arise. s`all goOd tho i can handle it [; so many things to do yet so little time to do it in.eEk! 
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| _so thanks ate` for kind of getting me back on xanga lol sry i was supposed to start writing back in january but lots of things started happening so this is the only chance im able to write. ill write more but right now im hella tired so goodnight and sweet dreaMz :p |
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